Aurora. The Netherlands. 22 years alive. Lost. Wild. Strange. Addicted to so many things. My emotions drown me. I love blood, death, bodies, music, movies, books, bones, sex, beauty, animals, art, dancing, ballet, traveling, fantasy, horror, game of thrones, nature, weird, the night, wolves. I’m inked and pierced. My goal in life is forgetting reality. 

I have an eating disorder (among other things) and i’m currently in recovery. I write about it sometimes.

Why were you in a mental institution?
Because i was depressed and suicidal, i didn’t really wanted to die… i just wanted a better life. I’ve been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, anorexia nervosa, an undefined eating disorder (EDNOS), avoidant personality disorder and depression. I’ve got anxiety issues and used to SI. I will never say i agree 100% with the diagnoses i got.

What are your stats?
For the same reasons i stated below, i will not share this.

Post photos of yourself?
I don’t post photos of myself because it triggers my anxiety and eating. If you really want to know what i look like, you can find like one photo of me on my blog. It’s here: http://serialkiller.tumblr.com/tagged/me. Wanna see if there’s more? Look through my personal posts.

Why don’t you draw more?
I don’t have the time and energy. I do miss it though.

You ignored my message. Why? I can see you’re posting!
 It could be that my queue is posting and i haven’t had time to check my messages. It could also be that i’m in a extremely socially awkward period and that i do read messages and love them, but forget/get too anxious to reply. I’m sorry about that.